my liFe stoRy

Monday, May 26, 2008

I got this from Channel News Asia website :
CHENGDU, China: A strong aftershock jolted southwestern China on Sunday, killing at least one person and rattling residents still reeling from the massive earthquake two weeks ago that killed more than 62,500. The aftershock – the strongest to hit Sichuan province since the devastating May 12 quake – came as more foreign aid arrived in the disaster zone for the more than 5.4 million people left homeless by the tragedy. Relief workers raced to reach those in need as conditions for survivors living in makeshift camps looked set to worsen, with rain falling throughout the day and forecasters saying heavy downpours were possible by nightfall. State television quoted an earthquake relief official in the city of Guangyuan, north of the provincial capital Chengdu, as saying the aftershock caused at least one death and 262 injuries in that city.
"Houses started to shake and everybody went out into the street," Chengdu resident Lou Taiyi told AFP. "We were thinking (May 12) was behind us but it is continuing," he said.


I watched the charity show for the si chuan quake on channel 8 just now. It was super touching. Tears just flowed uncontrollably especially when I watched jteam's performance and xiang yun's performance and also when they showed some videos of the victims of the quake. The quake really caught China unprepared. I would think many a time, most of us take things we have and things around us for granted such that we do not prepare for the worst times. Who would have expected the serious quake in china and the disaster in myanmar? And who would have expected that these disasters would take such a great toll on the people, leaving both physical and emotional scars on the people in these countries. I really feel that some people's attitude towards life is just so strong that nothing can deter them from their undeniable will to live. Let's take the survivors in China as examples, I think their positive attitude really surpasses most people. From the videos I have seen, be it on tv or on the internet, some of them though stuck under the heavy rubble, still tell themselves that they must be strong and that they will continue to live. That being said, just look around us. Some people in times of difficulty (eg. studies, work, etc), they keep exclaiming that they're sure they're going to die. Anyways, I really want to applaud all the people, be it healthcare or the policeforce, who worked day and night to try to save the lives of so many and some in the process, dig up the lifeless bodies of their family members or friends. It touches my heart to see them putting their emotions aside and work in the first place despite many of them also lost their families and friends to the quake.

I have work tomorrow. 1A shift. early. so have to go get my beauty rest already. I'll probably upload the recent photos I have on wednesday.

Friday, May 23, 2008

I just realised that I haven't blogged for a week! Busy working and I have so many other things as well. I can't believe I'm so busy. I miss watching channel 8 singapore dramas. I haven't had the chance to watch it since I started working. Haha. I'm a big fan of channel 8! :)
I really hope my appeal to ntu is successful. *clasps hands together and pray*
ooh! I found clothes that I like in mjphorsis and red. I have some photos but I'm lazy to upload because it takes a very long time. I want to save some money though. I shall wait for some time before I buy. I can't wait for the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! Oh, and not to forget I'm getting a mango dress from my cousin. She just bought it but don't really like it while I like it, so she's passing it to me! Woo Hoo!
Radio 93.3 and 92.4 is nice. Listening to 93.3 now. Heheh.
Tomorrow I'm working. Tomorrow is Sentosa Family Jamboree! Wee, there'll be loads of people around. Yay, I'll not be bored tomorrow. ;-)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

TSK LOL ARGHS. I feel angsty! Irritate me further and I'll just burst like a volcano. By then, don't blame me for being unreasonable. When I don't retort back does not mean I don't mind. I just don't want to start an argument and make everyone unhappy. Shoo! Shoo! Go away all of u irritating buggers! -__-
I don't think those people know who they are but it's just for me to vent my anger without hurting anyone that's why I don't like and don't want to put down names. Forget it.
That's why some of my friends always tell me I'm too kind at the expense of myself.
On a happier note, I'm going back JJ later for my juniors' council invest. =) Then I have ballet later in the evening. Can't wait. :):):)
Yay, the wound on my leg healed already. No more pus and my leg has gone back to normal. The doctor's medicine did work. To all those who kept bugging me to go see a doctor when the wound was super bad, a big THANK YOU to all of u! haha. If not, I wouldn't have gone to the doctor.
It's raining cats and dogs right now. Haven't even had my breakfast yet. I guess I'll skip breakfast and take lunch later.
I feel the burning urge to shop for clothes. But alas, it's a waste of money and moreover, my cupboards are already packed like crazy. Shall save money till the end of the year. Then maybe at the end of the year I can go on a shopping frenzy. Heheh.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

I can't wait for wednesday! I'm going back to jj for 28th sc investiture. I miss school so so much.
Have work tomorrow early early in the morning.

Saturday, May 10, 2008


I really miss those times alot! I miss my fellow dancers, esp wan leng, whom I spent most time with during that period of time. Sometimes I hear our syf song being played at my workplace. Brings back loads of happy memories I had then with all my rv dancers. How I wish I can have the old times back.
Have been listening to some classical music recently. And also the radio 93.3. nice songs=) But some of them make me emotional.
Can't wait to attend my juniors' investiture this upcoming wednesday :) I miss my friends and teachers a lot.


This don't seem too long ago although it's almost 2 years ago already.
Don't know how I will feel this time round during my juniors' invest.

Hmm, I've been working quite a number of days a week. Seems like everyday. And it's like I have no time for other things. But well, actually it's not a lot of days of work in a week lah. haha.
Today's work was fun. haha.

Just to end of with the lyrics of a song that brings back so much memories for me.

"That's Where You Find Love"
In your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer

And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over

And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be

[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home

It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing

I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here

[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home

It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
That's where you find love

It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home

It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all,
and give a little more
I've never been this sure,
that's where you find love

Find love
That's where you find love





Sunday, May 04, 2008

Got my offer from sim business already=)
Didn't get any reply from any of the 3 local uni :( :( :(
Super saddening and disappointing.
There's so many things going through my mind from the past week till now. Don't agitate me in any way else I may just get emotional and start crying. Don't try. On the surface I may seem ok since I laugh at this and that. Ok, I'm extreme. People who know me long enough will know that. I just can't help it.
Arghs. I'm ranting on again. Watever.
The wound on my leg is healing super slowly. It irritates me. -_-
Went to pastamania with my cousins today. My treat. haha. The pasta I chose looked like ribbons. Super cute! And it tasted very delicious too!
Tml I'm working 1A shift. Early morning again. Haha it's ok since I end at 6.45pm. Start early end early :)
Tsk, I'm tempted to get a 2nd job. Am I crazy or what?
I miss the time when I was schooling. Both sec sch n jc.
I miss so so many people. Haven't seen those people whom I wanna see in a long long time. I miss u and u and u and u!
That's all for now. Will update again soon.