all thanks to my dear pearlyn, yays!! now i got the pirates of caribbean song.. luv ya dear :)

STRUGGLE!! ARGHH....!These few recent wks. I'm REALLY REALLY STRESSED OUT! Can ppl stop stressing me out? Esp my parents!! arghh.. Seriously, I really cant stand it any longer. So many things have happened recently that I really feel the struggle within me. And the worst thing of all? I have no way of venting my stress. I really seriously REGRET listening to my mum and give up my dearest ballet lessons. ok, although i can always dance myself at home or go back to my sec school to coach my juniors in their nxt performance, I miss the times when I really feel involved in dancing. I know what I'm saying here is a bit weird and worse still, may not even make sense, I hope whoever reading this will understand that i'm in a period of my life that is messed up. so its like that. Wan leng, I'm seriously veh veh SORRY for not going back to caoch ur. Cos my common tests are coming. N i couldn't find the time. I promise after my common tests i'll come. To all those whom I promised one thing or the other and did not do it, I'm sorry. My results aren't that bad, and i really don't know why my parents keep NAGGING n NAGGING n NAGGING n NAGGING. It's seriously very IRRITATING and no one have ever heard it. Well, except Clara, who heard my mum nag the other time when she came my house. argh.. As my old friends know, I'm somebody who really loves animals and nature. But recently, I feel disconnected from all these. Cant believe I am somehow no time for my life's 2 biggest passion. oh wells, or rather I would say my life. Dance and animals are my PASSION, my LIFE, my everything. And yet I feel so disconnected from it ever since wks ago. I seriously dun like the life that I'm leading now with the exception of having 25th and my lovely friends in my life. Peeps, if I said anything weird or irritating to you, pls don't take it seriously. thx.

I want my PASSION, LIFE,EVERYTHING back! -kaiting-

woo hoos!! yesterday was our 26th's investiture. it was absolutely great. the whole thing went quite smoothly with only occasional weird sounds from the mike. now that we have already stepped up, our dear seniors have to step down. seeing the amount of energy n the effort they put in n the no. of events they were invovled in n planned, i really feel sad that they have to step down. u seniors really taught us many many things and showered us with care n concern. I'm sorry for the times when we cocked up again n again and the times when we made u all angry. any of u reading?? hmm, remember..cannot be angry else will grow old easily n u'll turn ugly!! so i wanna widh ur gd luck for ur coming alvls. JIA YOU!! no matter wat, cannot give up cos it decides ur future. i love u all so much!!
as for my fellow 26th-ians, i oso love ur so much! hope we will have a fun time working together yah? let's clear all the misunderstandings k? cos we have a long way to go. although our term would oni be like 1 yr? yeaps, so let's all forgive one another for all the shortcomings. There's a whole lot more events awaiting us but i hope u peeps wun neglect ur studies k? its impt...!! jia you peeps!


happy n sad...:)kaiting:(