I feel i've been thinking a lot these days.. about everything. yes, everything. my subjects, results, friends, 26th council( my love!), my career paths...etc.
making me feel cooped. arghhs! my parents are not understanding at all!! why can't they just stop commenting on everything i say? stressing me out. seriously.
Anyways, I'm really really EXCITED to plan next year's orientation manx!! It'll be fun i believe!! yays! can't wait. I'm doing songsinging again. :) ahhas!! n obviously, i'm in scdc again! heehee.. during my free time during the camp, i dun mind helping food though. lalalas. Admin!!!! ur must love me okie? I helped talked quite a few people who signed up as ogls to sign up to help food lehs..!! heex, i oso asked some to join scdc n games too!! ahahahs
anyways, i'm gonna start on my revision soon again.. like..tml? hahas. but today i went to buy some stuff that i wanted for a long time already. a pair of pink sandals, some winter stuff to use during yunan trip and a vcd. yays! but i still want a jacket that is jeans material. i shall continue saving.. :P

to my SENIORS taking Alvls & my JUNIORS taking Olvls: heys, i believe ur can do it! try aiming for all As okies?? hahas, can de can de. dun give up. It's the last chance to really prove yourself to those who think u peeps can't. put in your best! And at the same time, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE take care. I really hope u all won't fall sick! esp when it's so near exams le. drink more water and dun skip meals and get enough sleep(esp for the last week).

btw, who wants to go ice skating or shop just look for me anytime yah? i'll see of i'm free anot. yeps!

shit. my tag board seems to be having a problem.. i also have no idea why.. oh wells..

i'm REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED. my results are like i don't know how to describe even. even my best subj maths for promo paper itself cannot pass. but lucky overall pass manx. n chem.. not up to my expectations too. shit lah. i spent 2 months studying for it lah for goodness sake. i'm really depressed. really. my gp.. luckily pass lor. so i guess overall gp shld be a pass. That leaves me with 1 more h1 pass to meet before i meet promotion citeria. but i'll be optimistic. Seriously i am damn stressed out by results. i not just want to promote n that's all lah. I want to get good results. but anyways.. i already noe wat i'm gonna do to prepare for A's le. so i not so scared lah. But if u ppl ever see my cry the next few days, it's surely because of studies. i'm too stressed with the fact that i want to do well. to say the truth, i really have a little regret staying on in jj after 1st 3 months. i suit faster teaching. if the teacher teach slowly, i'll have even more difficulty understanding. n the slow speed will make me confused. I don't know if any of u teachers are reading this but i'm just typing what i really feel. Sometimes I really think it's not really worth my sacrifice. serious. but the only thing to do now is to depend on myself more than the teachers. i'm gonna do what i did nearing o'lvls.. I shouldn't be going for all those outings i guess. please do not be pissed off if i reject any outings again n again ok? thx loads really.
I really need the comfort of the secondary school teachers(dearies) whom i'm so close with to talk to me. please. i feel more at home with ur n what's more they are the only ones who can really make me feel better. no matter how close i am to my jc frenz, i just feel different with my dearies. So please don't be misunderstood when i juat give a sweeping comment that u ppl will never understand.

This morning, I went to school to do some starry starry deco for open house. Me, chin chye, christina, siti desmond and yilong only took quite a short time to finish all the stars. hah! after that, michell and ziliang came to help. Hee... it has been so long time since I last did deco with council manx. oh gosh. I enjoyed today!! hahahas. It's really been so long since i last blogged. which was before my promos. Can't believe it. I really put so much effort into my promos.. But it doesn't seem extremely good or anything. Sheesh! seriously, it's making me mad. I really really wanna do well and the worst thing is that i did put in my time and effort to get all the stuff revised. Shit...! dunoe if i'll be promoted or not. Hopefully i will be. ok, I shall be optimistic. ahahs.
Anyways, yay, jj's open house is coming.. next week. oh wells, should be fun. Anyways, I'll be dancing for our school's grad nite musical. yeah..
I'm not at home now. so i guess i shall just make this a short post.