shit. my tag board seems to be having a problem.. i also have no idea why.. oh wells..

i'm REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED. my results are like i don't know how to describe even. even my best subj maths for promo paper itself cannot pass. but lucky overall pass manx. n chem.. not up to my expectations too. shit lah. i spent 2 months studying for it lah for goodness sake. i'm really depressed. really. my gp.. luckily pass lor. so i guess overall gp shld be a pass. That leaves me with 1 more h1 pass to meet before i meet promotion citeria. but i'll be optimistic. Seriously i am damn stressed out by results. i not just want to promote n that's all lah. I want to get good results. but anyways.. i already noe wat i'm gonna do to prepare for A's le. so i not so scared lah. But if u ppl ever see my cry the next few days, it's surely because of studies. i'm too stressed with the fact that i want to do well. to say the truth, i really have a little regret staying on in jj after 1st 3 months. i suit faster teaching. if the teacher teach slowly, i'll have even more difficulty understanding. n the slow speed will make me confused. I don't know if any of u teachers are reading this but i'm just typing what i really feel. Sometimes I really think it's not really worth my sacrifice. serious. but the only thing to do now is to depend on myself more than the teachers. i'm gonna do what i did nearing o'lvls.. I shouldn't be going for all those outings i guess. please do not be pissed off if i reject any outings again n again ok? thx loads really.
I really need the comfort of the secondary school teachers(dearies) whom i'm so close with to talk to me. please. i feel more at home with ur n what's more they are the only ones who can really make me feel better. no matter how close i am to my jc frenz, i just feel different with my dearies. So please don't be misunderstood when i juat give a sweeping comment that u ppl will never understand.