Just had the urge to blog after reading some of my friends' blogs.
It's really really a busy period, that's right, preparing for finals. Although the finals take up 20%, 20% and 25% respectively, it still, it is rather important in my opinion because it'll somehow affect our final grades.
So I'm trying to keep away as much as possible from some possible distractions, with the exception of watching CNA online and listening to 93.3, 95.8 and 98.7! =D
And study as best as I can.

Anyway, I really miss work a lot, especially the friends I made there. Wonder if I can go there again during my super short hols. Hopefully. Haha, I'm praying hard!

Also, this is a rather emotional period for me. I still miss my grandmother loads. And while exam stress is building up, it does not help. So if I do cry suddenly, please don't be astonished alright?

:)Okay, I think that'll be all for now. I'll update again after 14dec probably!

I know I haven't been updating as regularly as the past. I've been extremely busy the entire semester. Really. And I think next semester will be even busier, considering this sem I'm only taking 4 modules while next sem I'm taking 6. You must be thinking that I'm crazy.

I miss work too! And some colleagues of course! I'm so busy with school that even when they ask me to go back just in the mornings, I can't. Don't know whether I can go to the other department during my hols after finals or not.

Anyway, I feel that school's been rather good. Albeit being flooded by projects, quizzes and such, life has been quite good. Got to know friends who really liven up my life. And not to forget my dear project mates, especially for COM! :) I swear it's the best project group I've ever had in my entire schooldays so far.
Really glad that I still have time to hang around with my UOL friends in school sometimes although I made the decision to switch to UB. The girls are wonderful. And to think that my timetable doesn't clash with theirs.
But, I haven't had time to meet up with my sec school friends who are mostly in NUS or NTU. After finals I'll be free! People, do ask me out!

Oh yes, reminds me. UOL Pageant! YAY! Sophia's in it! Hello UOL friends reading this post, do vote for F6 Sophia if you're heading down to Zouk for the UOL Bash and Pageant! I really feel like going but it's just before my finals and I don't like Zouk. SIGHS. Really really feel like going down to support sophia. Ohwells.

Down to something more serious. Well, I seem to be so cheerful everyday, but I realise that I'll randomly get into my emo moments and start crying nonstop. I still can't get over it. It's coming to 6 months already. :(
Even typing this makes me emotional. I miss my grandma.

Finals is coming! I need to get down to reading all the stuff in the textbooks. And I hope cse projects' grades turn out alright and esl grades, because I have no idea what is the exact marks.

I finally found time to blog. This afternoon, I rewatched parts of Hwang Jin Ni on youtube. Just snippets of the parts where she was training for her performances and such. Her instructors were rather harsh with her, caning her without fail whenever she made any mistakes.


It sort of also reminded me of dance days in secondary school. Though we were never caned by our instructors, they were rather strict with us in my opinion and we still enjoyed the process of learning although we were constantly scolded, screamed at, whatever. I think those were the days worth reminiscing. We learnt so much in just a short span of 4 years. I think secondary school dance days were just worth remembering. I guess it's probably the tough times where we were harshly reprimanded and such and yet we still pressed on together as one team and eventually got our gold with honours.


No Pain, No Gain!

My life is currently swamped with nothing but schoolwork.
Totally MAD.

I badly want to go back to work at least part time but don't have the time. Sigh.
I feel that I'm so lucky that I'm always offered jobs, and at places where I really want to be, but I just do not have the time to work because school is horribly busy.
Don't get me wrong, I'm actually doing rather okay in school. But just overwhelmed by the excessive amount of work given.

I'm in a state of wanting self indulgence, which in most of my friends' eyes, would not be a very good thing because it spells me spending money.
I want to shop and spend money! Roar!

I want to buy:
Masks
Clothes (both unknown labels and designer labels)
New nail polish
Korean stuff
Cosmetics

Those are already enough to kill my pocket.

I'm currently halfway through an essay. Need to complete it soon because I still have com blog, esl online journal, soc poster proposal. Not to forget, to study for com quiz next tues and cse midterms next friday.
I'll be in deep shit if I don't complete all those quick!

I'll be back to blog after I complete a few of those.

Why do I always not have time to do the things I like? And why do I always seem so preoccupied with so many things? And why do people stop me from doing things that I wish to do?

I'm feeling the frustration yet again. And now I can't confide in my grandma because she's no longer around.
You can say that I'm emotional but well, I still have to tell you, I'm tearing almost everyday now. I just can't get over the fact that my most beloved person on earth is gone. GONE.

Although school's been great, I think that something is lacking. I prefer my working life. I'm looking forward to life after graduation, which is just about 2 years away. I miss my working colleagues, especially those whom I got to know during my 3 month internship stint. Actually, my small boss called me up the other day to ask me back to do a programme part time. But I can't because of my school schedule. Okay nevermind. I'll just concentrate on my studies for now and after graduation, hopefully I'll be back at the same company.

And I miss ballet. I really need my weekly dose of ballet. It helps bring the frustration towards life away. Miraculously. I don't know how. But it just does it. And I haven't been doing ballet for almost a year now. Imagine how much emotions are bottled up inside.

Enough of crazy rambling. Back to my sociology notes and textbook.

I'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time. I believe there are still a few of you who visit me blog every now and then.

Anyway, I've been really busy with schoolwork. And now finally I squeezed out some time to update my poor blog here.

Just yesterday, I attended my aunt's(Joyce) wedding! :) It was so nice to see her being blissful.

Everything seemed so perfect for her finally. But I'm really sad that grandma isn't around physically to see it anymore. But I believe my grandmother will be elated to watch my aunt from wherever she is. *tearing* oh no, I'm getting emotional again.

Anyway, it was real awesome yesterday.

I went to Twister(monsoon) at jurong point to have my hair styled by my hairstylist Alvius. I very much wanted to head down to novena monsoon but it was quite inconvenient so I had no choice but to cancel my appointment at the novena branch. So anyway, my hair was really really awesome looking! Thanks a lot to Alvius!

And hahahah, it was a little similar to my Joyce's. Though a bit different styling from the back. :)

And here's my hair! Absolutely fantastic right? :)

Here's Joyce and me! :) It's been quite a while since I looked that great! And my aunt looks almost totally different from usual! :D:D

And here's Joyce and her groom!! :)

But another aunt(Sally). I feel totally flared up. Seriously. It was Joyce's wedding and Sally just had to make a scene at the dinner. Totally idiotic! My cousins and I were all apalled by what she did. Seriously what the hell. Okay, I shan't talk about her and make this post disgusting.

I'll post more photos up soon! :)

Hello everybody!

I'm going to have another blog for one of my university modules, communications and it'll be graded. So I'll be needing you guys to help by visiting my communications blog and comment on the issues that I write about once each week, just for a period of 7 weeks. Please do visit and air your views! I'll be putting up my 1st entry by tomorrow!:)

The address is

http://commmediadiscourse.wordpress.com

The 1st week of UB has just come and gone. And I'm now into the 2nd week. Really really fast! And 2 quizzes have been done. 1 more coming up next week. And another the week after next.
Projects are starting soon too. I'm really glad that all my groups consist of fun people! :)

Anyway, blogger is having problems again. Terrible.

Yay! Blogger is finally okay! I'm elated. Well, because I feel so sad not being able to write.

Anyway, my internship ended and I'm starting school tomorrow! So fast!

Hmm, I didn't cry on my last day. But I felt a little emotional though. 3 months does mean something.

On my last day there on friday, I went for breakfast outside with JingYun, Weishan, Ray and Yizhuang because JingYun drives:):) We went to this very nice place. Guess where? Saddle Club! I saw the horses there and suddenly, I just felt a sense of calm and peace enter me and my heart melted upon seeing them. I definitely must save enough to buy a horse and upkeep it in future!

Okay here's one random photo I took with my colleagues there. I haven't uploaded some others I took.

Youyi and Qiqi:)

I watched my very first horror film, Where Got Ghost! 吓到笑! It's really good. In fact, I watched it twice. Haha.

I'm planning to watch the korean film Scandal Makers too.

But I'll have to be more calculative with my money for the next couple of weeks because I need to spend on my hair and makeup for Joyce's wedding. Luckily I already have my gowns and my manicure and pedicure have already been paid the last time I went to monsoon.

Starting school lessons tomorrow. I guess it's more of excitement to be going to learn what I'm really interested in. Well, at least now I don't have to engage in boring modules that wouldn't even bring me anywhere near my career aims. Yeah YAY!

That's all for now. I'll update again soon!

Blogger is in a mess again. So once again, I can't post properly. I can't upload photos.