I finally found time to blog. This afternoon, I rewatched parts of Hwang Jin Ni on youtube. Just snippets of the parts where she was training for her performances and such. Her instructors were rather harsh with her, caning her without fail whenever she made any mistakes.


It sort of also reminded me of dance days in secondary school. Though we were never caned by our instructors, they were rather strict with us in my opinion and we still enjoyed the process of learning although we were constantly scolded, screamed at, whatever. I think those were the days worth reminiscing. We learnt so much in just a short span of 4 years. I think secondary school dance days were just worth remembering. I guess it's probably the tough times where we were harshly reprimanded and such and yet we still pressed on together as one team and eventually got our gold with honours.


No Pain, No Gain!

My life is currently swamped with nothing but schoolwork.
Totally MAD.

I badly want to go back to work at least part time but don't have the time. Sigh.
I feel that I'm so lucky that I'm always offered jobs, and at places where I really want to be, but I just do not have the time to work because school is horribly busy.
Don't get me wrong, I'm actually doing rather okay in school. But just overwhelmed by the excessive amount of work given.

I'm in a state of wanting self indulgence, which in most of my friends' eyes, would not be a very good thing because it spells me spending money.
I want to shop and spend money! Roar!

I want to buy:
Masks
Clothes (both unknown labels and designer labels)
New nail polish
Korean stuff
Cosmetics

Those are already enough to kill my pocket.

I'm currently halfway through an essay. Need to complete it soon because I still have com blog, esl online journal, soc poster proposal. Not to forget, to study for com quiz next tues and cse midterms next friday.
I'll be in deep shit if I don't complete all those quick!

I'll be back to blog after I complete a few of those.

Why do I always not have time to do the things I like? And why do I always seem so preoccupied with so many things? And why do people stop me from doing things that I wish to do?

I'm feeling the frustration yet again. And now I can't confide in my grandma because she's no longer around.
You can say that I'm emotional but well, I still have to tell you, I'm tearing almost everyday now. I just can't get over the fact that my most beloved person on earth is gone. GONE.

Although school's been great, I think that something is lacking. I prefer my working life. I'm looking forward to life after graduation, which is just about 2 years away. I miss my working colleagues, especially those whom I got to know during my 3 month internship stint. Actually, my small boss called me up the other day to ask me back to do a programme part time. But I can't because of my school schedule. Okay nevermind. I'll just concentrate on my studies for now and after graduation, hopefully I'll be back at the same company.

And I miss ballet. I really need my weekly dose of ballet. It helps bring the frustration towards life away. Miraculously. I don't know how. But it just does it. And I haven't been doing ballet for almost a year now. Imagine how much emotions are bottled up inside.

Enough of crazy rambling. Back to my sociology notes and textbook.

I'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time. I believe there are still a few of you who visit me blog every now and then.

Anyway, I've been really busy with schoolwork. And now finally I squeezed out some time to update my poor blog here.

Just yesterday, I attended my aunt's(Joyce) wedding! :) It was so nice to see her being blissful.

Everything seemed so perfect for her finally. But I'm really sad that grandma isn't around physically to see it anymore. But I believe my grandmother will be elated to watch my aunt from wherever she is. *tearing* oh no, I'm getting emotional again.

Anyway, it was real awesome yesterday.

I went to Twister(monsoon) at jurong point to have my hair styled by my hairstylist Alvius. I very much wanted to head down to novena monsoon but it was quite inconvenient so I had no choice but to cancel my appointment at the novena branch. So anyway, my hair was really really awesome looking! Thanks a lot to Alvius!

And hahahah, it was a little similar to my Joyce's. Though a bit different styling from the back. :)

And here's my hair! Absolutely fantastic right? :)

Here's Joyce and me! :) It's been quite a while since I looked that great! And my aunt looks almost totally different from usual! :D:D

And here's Joyce and her groom!! :)

But another aunt(Sally). I feel totally flared up. Seriously. It was Joyce's wedding and Sally just had to make a scene at the dinner. Totally idiotic! My cousins and I were all apalled by what she did. Seriously what the hell. Okay, I shan't talk about her and make this post disgusting.

I'll post more photos up soon! :)

Hello everybody!

I'm going to have another blog for one of my university modules, communications and it'll be graded. So I'll be needing you guys to help by visiting my communications blog and comment on the issues that I write about once each week, just for a period of 7 weeks. Please do visit and air your views! I'll be putting up my 1st entry by tomorrow!:)

The address is

http://commmediadiscourse.wordpress.com

The 1st week of UB has just come and gone. And I'm now into the 2nd week. Really really fast! And 2 quizzes have been done. 1 more coming up next week. And another the week after next.
Projects are starting soon too. I'm really glad that all my groups consist of fun people! :)

Anyway, blogger is having problems again. Terrible.

Yay! Blogger is finally okay! I'm elated. Well, because I feel so sad not being able to write.

Anyway, my internship ended and I'm starting school tomorrow! So fast!

Hmm, I didn't cry on my last day. But I felt a little emotional though. 3 months does mean something.

On my last day there on friday, I went for breakfast outside with JingYun, Weishan, Ray and Yizhuang because JingYun drives:):) We went to this very nice place. Guess where? Saddle Club! I saw the horses there and suddenly, I just felt a sense of calm and peace enter me and my heart melted upon seeing them. I definitely must save enough to buy a horse and upkeep it in future!

Okay here's one random photo I took with my colleagues there. I haven't uploaded some others I took.

Youyi and Qiqi:)

I watched my very first horror film, Where Got Ghost! 吓到笑! It's really good. In fact, I watched it twice. Haha.

I'm planning to watch the korean film Scandal Makers too.

But I'll have to be more calculative with my money for the next couple of weeks because I need to spend on my hair and makeup for Joyce's wedding. Luckily I already have my gowns and my manicure and pedicure have already been paid the last time I went to monsoon.

Starting school lessons tomorrow. I guess it's more of excitement to be going to learn what I'm really interested in. Well, at least now I don't have to engage in boring modules that wouldn't even bring me anywhere near my career aims. Yeah YAY!

That's all for now. I'll update again soon!

Blogger is in a mess again. So once again, I can't post properly. I can't upload photos.

Portal problem solved! Thanks to the efficient UB coordinator.

Today had a nice time in the morning chatting with my friends from my dept during breakfast. Everyone seemed extra chatty today:) I'm usually not that chatty in the mornings but this morning's different.
I wanted to watch Where Got Ghost on monday but ALL THE TICKETS WERE SOLD OUT! GRR!
If only I knew about the gala earlier. Would have gone for the gala.
And I'm convinced that I die die also must watch 吓到笑! Partly to support boris, but actually all along I've loved watching their movies. EVERYONE GO WATCH alright? =)

School's starting soon, in about 3 weeks time. Luckily there's celeste around who'll be in the same course as me. Oh yes, reminds me, I need to call SIM to check certain things. Messy. All because I'm changing course. And the portal doesn't contain any UB info. I'm wondering why. So must call up to bug them.

Over the past couple of weeks, I feel like I'm so easily bugged, as in antangonized. And I need to be more unkind. Seriously.
But of course, I got to know several nice people:)