STRUGGLE!! ARGHH....!These few recent wks. I'm REALLY REALLY STRESSED OUT! Can ppl stop stressing me out? Esp my parents!! arghh.. Seriously, I really cant stand it any longer. So many things have happened recently that I really feel the struggle within me. And the worst thing of all? I have no way of venting my stress. I really seriously REGRET listening to my mum and give up my dearest ballet lessons. ok, although i can always dance myself at home or go back to my sec school to coach my juniors in their nxt performance, I miss the times when I really feel involved in dancing. I know what I'm saying here is a bit weird and worse still, may not even make sense, I hope whoever reading this will understand that i'm in a period of my life that is messed up. so its like that. Wan leng, I'm seriously veh veh SORRY for not going back to caoch ur. Cos my common tests are coming. N i couldn't find the time. I promise after my common tests i'll come. To all those whom I promised one thing or the other and did not do it, I'm sorry. My results aren't that bad, and i really don't know why my parents keep NAGGING n NAGGING n NAGGING n NAGGING. It's seriously very IRRITATING and no one have ever heard it. Well, except Clara, who heard my mum nag the other time when she came my house. argh.. As my old friends know, I'm somebody who really loves animals and nature. But recently, I feel disconnected from all these. Cant believe I am somehow no time for my life's 2 biggest passion. oh wells, or rather I would say my life. Dance and animals are my PASSION, my LIFE, my everything. And yet I feel so disconnected from it ever since wks ago. I seriously dun like the life that I'm leading now with the exception of having 25th and my lovely friends in my life. Peeps, if I said anything weird or irritating to you, pls don't take it seriously. thx.

I want my PASSION, LIFE,EVERYTHING back! -kaiting-