I think there's some problem with blogger again. Oh man. The photo uploader and the font size options are all gone. This is frustrating though I don't think I'm uploading any photos for the moment.

I really hate to have to accept the fact that my grandmother has passed away. I mean, imagine, I was with her on a sunday. Then tuesday she fainted, wed she passed away and on the next sunday, she's being buried about 2 metres underground. HOW??? I don't know what to do, how to react. It's really a horrible feeling. But I believe I'll see her spirit around every now and then. Hmm.
Okay, I'm a free thinker so I don't really bother what you people with religions think about what I just said.
I just need to type out my feelings else I'll really go into depression.
Can you believe it? I know I'm emotional but... I've been crying everyday you know. And when people around me start to say things that makes me sad or agitates me, I'll just cry. And I don't think I'll be able to come out of it.

Anyway, work was busy on friday. And I kind of feel bad that I can't stay over till later to do my programme and have to leave it to the other AP to do. But see, I left office at about 6PM and I only reached home at 8 something PM. Somehow, it takes longer for me to get home than to get there. And I feel bad that I have to leave it to my other colleague to do it because she's nice to get along. The other colleague is somehow going to drive me mad. Mad as in really angry kind of mad. ROAR. SHOO you if you can't bloody hell use the right english words to express yourself. Just speak in chinese and don't offend me with your warped english. If only they just let me continue doing 早安您好 instead of doing the other chinese current affairs programmes. Or if only they had vacancies in ch8 variety, ch8 drama or CNA. Nvm. She's the only one getting on my nerves so it's alright. The rest are nice people.